The universe is cruel
Every time I make a rational choice, it leads me to a dead end, every one of them. It’s as if all my choices are pointless because it’s trying to lead me to something else, like the universe wants me to do nothing, just go along for the ride and see where it drops me off, maybe at another dead end or maybe with my head hitting the curb. I try to keep a positive attitude about life but my life is like a babies first steps towards failure. I fail even when I don’t intent it, at the moment, I’m just observing the mechanics behind the greatest show I’m not part of, and I realize there is nothing I can do to change anything, not people, not feelings, not ideas, nothing, I am powerless. Every time I make one step ahead, some invisible force is preventing me from succeeding.
Universe why are you against me
